I have been as fire

Phillip A. Ellis

I have been as fire
   that furls into the wide air
   and like gods inspires;
I have been as no care
or the verities of delight
   that redeem the past,
   and I have seen insight,
but never have I cantrips cast.


In my heart was woe,
   that sang as sirens sweet songs,
   I have been as low
as a man who has wrongs,
and the truth is that I am flesh
   and like flesh must last
   a moment’s swift impress,
but never have I cantrips cast.


And my woe was mist
   that blinded eyes and chilled wills
   till all hope was missed
and the remnants were ills,
but the truth is that I am frail
   and to failure cast,
   so know I must then fail,
but never have I cantrips cast.


In this misted world,
   seductive evil calls all
   as does silver, pearls,
to be weak and to fall,
but the truth is that I am weak
   and my will won’t last
   and evil spells may speak,
but never have I cantrips cast.

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